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*slams head on wall*

WHY do you INSIST on pissing me off knowing that I have no impulse control???

But I guess I surprised you by not saying a god damn thing back to you and leaving you the fuck alone because I'm not about to go off and upset myself.

I'm still really pissed off at you.

What the shit?

So long since I wrote here last. I have a word press so LJ isn't cool enough for me. Nah. I come back here every now and then, check up on people, clear my friend's page of...."friends" and of course delete all 700 messages. I don't have anything to say except I am totally working on no sleep (some things never change lmao) and I feel jittery and weird.

Off topic cause there wasn't on, I just got epic goosebumps.

Anyway, nothing is up. I'm fucking bored. Please kill me.

For Sale

Stuff up for sale. I'm really really strapped for cash and trying to come up with some extra cash quick. I'll work with you on the prices but most of obviously offer a price :D

There are some things that I have for sale that can't fit on garagesalejapan so I'm going to list them here :D Kpop stuff and others also I'll link the garagesalejapan post :D

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Maybe You're interested? *SELLING POST*


I'm getting rid of a lot of things plus I need money for school so take a look and if you like something just comment.

Purses for Sale

recently I came into a few purses (nevermind how, its top secret XDD) anyway out of the bag I took the ones I wanted and I'm offering the others up for sale. (Don't worry I acquired them from my sister I didn't illegally acquire them I was just trying to be funny XD)

Each is ten dollars, shipping depends on where you live and each is in GREAT condition :D
Have a look and won't you give one a nice new home?

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Kpop Stuff and Misc for sale

There are some things that I have for sale that can't fit on garagesalejapan so I'm going to list them here :D Kpop stuff and others also I'll link the garagesalejapan post :D

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I'm really going to have to smack a bitch at the next dollfie meet up *grin*

People need to grow up.

Haha People need to grow the fuck up, stop talking bullshit and out their asses.

If you have a fucking problem with me how about you stop being a fucking PUSSY and say it to me.

Because really no one believes ANY of the bullshit that spurs from your mouth so fuck off already.

And yeah, this entry IS to you.

You fucking immature, selfish, back stabbing waste of human flesh.

Need YOU as a friend? You've got to be kidding me. Seriously. GROW UP.

Guess what? the world doesn't REVOLVE AROUND YOU! People are going to talk to other people, your friends are going to get to know each other and be friends so FUCK OFF ALREADY. IT ISN'T ABOUT YOU.

Why would I need a friend that claims to hate popular shit but seems to get into everything when it's cool? Can't admit that she learned stuff from other people, claims to want to be an individual but forces herself into labels ALL THE FUCKING TIME. Why would I NEED someone that does nothing but use her friends until they can't give her anything and then replace them with the new fad.

Fuck you. Seriously you stupid fucking twat.

And since I'm not a pussy like said person, I'll leave this public since I've already fucking removed you from my friend's list.

And if you continue to talk about me to a certain someone I swear on my life I will beat the EVER LOVING SHIT out of you. Don't fucking tempt Me

Oh but that's another thing, you're a liar. "I stopped talking behind your back that was a mistake" oh really? funny since YOU'RE STILL FUCKING DOING IT YOU CUNT.

God go fall off a ditch somewhere x.x I'm done with you and your bullshit. You wonder why your friends "back stab" you or "leave you on bad terms" you're a two faced, selfish liar why wouldn't they.



If you want to be a wuss and continue to talk about me to other people cause you are just that and can't say it to my face you aren't as mature as you think you are. Seriously, If you continue to talk about me, I'm going to smash your fucking teeth in.

I was your friend, close friend, you're pushing me to the fucking limit here.

Keep doing it.

I broke my fucking hand you think I won't do the same to your face?

Apparently this is the "Kyomuffin" you like because you keep pushing me here. You pick pick and talk and talk and talk and not ONCE does ANYTHING that comes out of your mouth hold any god damn water because um you aren't man (or woman) enough to say it to my fucking face.

You're a child and I'm done.

And you wonder why Ryoko comments to you the way she does.

And stop with the fucking emo entries than deleting them or whatever. I still see them. And crying about a situation to make yourself seem like a victim to your friends is bullshit.

You are NEVER a victim. You create all this fucking drama and all these situations with your "friends" so stop with the fucking bullshit already.

And I was "in" the doll fandom way before you. You may have gotten me into the dolls but I was IN it WAY before you. I had what 6 dolls under my belt before you got your what one? so please. You only liked them like a month before me so it doesn't really count there.

You're jealous of EVERYONE I know or care about, Ryoko, Bliss, you hated Kiku and you didn't even fucking KNOW him yet you tell me I shouldn't be mad or hate Tara cause "she did nothing wrong" NOT A DAMN ONE OF MY FRIENDS DOES ANYTHING TO YOU. Fine Ryoko does now what did fucking Bliss ever do to you? What did Kiku ever do to you? What did ANYONE ever do to you? NOTHING. You hate them cause I like them. And your "oh she means a lot to me so don't talk about her" Ok, I care IMMENSELY a lot for Ryoko so stop talking about her. Stop talking about ANY of my friends cause I care about them. You try to control everyone "don't be friends with this person" "don't be friends with that person" but you have the NERVE to tell me off when I MENTION you replace people with other people. You make me laugh.

If you don't believe you replace people look at your myspace friend's list, look at Julian's new icon. Psh. You're as blind as you are childish.

You claim you should of learned YOUR lesson but no, I should of learned MY lesson. From the times this has come to this in the past and from all the others that suddenly "back stabbed" you or "left" you. Well believe me, I've learned now.

You are use to me shutting up and letting you say whatever you want but I'm not going to. Why should I? You don't allow ANYONE any grace if they like something and you don't you cut them or it down without a thought. Being judgmental is NOT being open minded as you "claim" you so are.

You even want to control what people LIKE. I'm not allowed to like certain animes, music, people, dolls etc cause "you don't like them". You even want to control what I do with my own dolls. "Don't spoil Shuya anymore" How about he's mine and I'll do what I want with him.

And don't shove how much money you spent on me in my face, I've spent a shitload of money on YOU through the years but I'm sure you don't remember any of it. Psh classy.

Go fucking fawn over Tara the narcissist and have Julian "fall in love with" every other doll he sees cause I'm sick of your shit.

And this is YOUR fault, not mine. Though, I'm sure you'll tell everyone a MUCH different story, as you always do.


Just come back, just appear out of nowhere, just let us know you're ok.

I'm scared, I'm scared to start thinking of what could of happened to you.

How can you hide? How can you do this to the people that care about you? How can you turn your back on your friends?

What ever is going on in your life please, please don't just disappear..

How could you miss Kyohei's big day like that? are you mad at him? mad at Kisaki? mad at someone? Even Izumi showed up for it!

You're hurting him god damn it! He's a fucking mess and he wants you back in his life so fucking come back already!

I've never been mad at you till now, I know you don't know me and owe me nothing but how could you do this??

God damn it Hisui, where the fuck are you?

What is going on with you?

What is going on in your head?

Just fucking appear to SOMEONE so that we know you are ok god damn it!

Does Izumi know? Does Reika know? They do love and care about you...

Are you sad about Hizumi?

I wish I knew you, I wish there wasn't this "I don't know the answers" cloud over my head. I wish I didn't have to shed the tears of unknowing..didn't have to think about you like this..feel this way.. I just got Izumi back and you disappear..I just wish I knew what's going on with you....

If you are ok..

Please god let him be ok..